My Dearest Jeremiah,
I felt so inadequate as a mum moments ago. I thought about your brothers and how I have not loved them deeply enough. When the thought of you came to my mind, I began to fear I may not be able to cope. How lack of faith I was!
Tears began to flow down as I felt helpless but crying aloud to Jesus to help me. Coincidentally, I opened the mailbox and received a Christmas card from Baby River who reminded me he is looking forward to see and play with you. His card also reminded me to live each day with meaning, truth and faith. He also affirmed me that I was brave and strong .
I have never thought of myself that way. All I ever wanted to do is to love you like your brothers. But O how little our Love is compared to Our Dear Precious Savior who so willingly given up his life for us, the unworthy sinners.
My dear Jesus, pour out that spirit you have within me as I embrace what is to come without fear. Help me to be a good mum and a loving wife to my beloved husband. I thank you for all the Graces showered on my family and rejoice in your goodness ,mercy and faithfulness. Let me be your instrument of LOVE for my family. I am nothing without you. Only you know my heart and my pain. Help me to Trust you with the Little Faith I have. May you grant Jeremiah a life Long and Full to show all how you save!
I rescue all who clings to me , I protect whoever knows my name,
I answer everyone who invokes in me,
I am with them when they are in trouble; I bring them safety and honour.
I give them life long and full,
And show them how I can save.
( Psalm 91:14-16)
I love you and your 2 gaw gaws. You are all made beautifully by Jesus. Super Precious and Super Special.
With LOVE,
Mummy
29th December 2009
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