Beautiful and Wonderful

My Dearest Jeremiah,

When I read your daddy’s recent entry titled “ These moments”, tears could not stop pouring down. How I long so much for the Lord to make you well like your brothers. How I long to see you being cradled in my arms and walking and enjoying the sunshine in the Park . I truly long for you to be part of our family and the family of God whom everyone is praying so fervently for – for you to partake in our lives.

I never knew we already have so much love for you till your daddy’s words touched my soul and reminded me of all the unforgettable memories I had with your brothers. My prayer now is you will live and grow strong like a champion of our Lord inside me. You have been so active and responsive these few days. I would like to think you are Happy inside me, Kicking and Praising Jesus who never ceases to be with you. I pray HE will knit you into a beautiful and wonderful being so that your every existence only bring Glory to HIS NAME.

We await you being born if it is HIS WILL. We can ony Trust and Hope in Faith for God’s plan to unfold.

I love you very much. I love your sweet brothers very much too. You are our 3 precious sons; Precious gifts from Heaven .

With Lots of Love,

Mummy

These Moments

I asked Joshua, if he could remember me carrying him as a baby. He said, "yes" and added he remembers himself lying in the pram, while I was pushing it. The moment which we were thinking of is our walk in Bishan Park. I cannot recall well of those events but the memory of Joshua, then, remains vivid in my heart. It is the memory of holding him, feeling the joy of him.

Memories connotes our relationships, it produces much feelings in us. These moments we have with Joshua and John, actualize even more our love for Jeremiah. It is memories with them, that we can love greater Jeremiah. We can love Jeremiah in joy or in sorrow. They are all moments of love.

Breath of Life

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"I do not know how you came into existence in my womb; it was not I who gave you the breath of life, nor was it I who set in order the elements of which each of you is composed.

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Therefore, since it is the Creator of the universe who shapes each man's beginning, as he brings about the origin of everything, he, in his mercy, will give you back both breath and life, because you now disregard yourselves for the sake of his law."

2 Maccabees 7.22-23

HE is presence

Eliot's Video has given me tears of love, I am at peace seeing how they have loved him. I know Our Lord is with us at every moment. And every moment is so precious because HE is presence in every person, - Eliot has given us that message.

Mummy Words, Heals Daddy

My Dearest Baby Jeremiah,

I love you with all my heart. When I think of what the doctors said about you, though it brought much pain to me, I chose to think you were made Perfect and Good by Jesus. The doctors’ words cannot take away the Love I have for you. Every movement that you make, fills me with great JOY for I know you are blessed in HIS cradle and I know HE loves you so much with His INFINITE LOVE.

Knowing you are so loved by our Eternal Father makes me so happy. How can I dwell in my sadness knowing you are still alive within me? I can only pray to the Lord to sanctify my womb; your world. And to make it HOLY for your being to thrive. May Every song I sing, Every Breath I take, Every laughter and giggles from your brothers sound like Angelic music to your ears! May our deep love for you be felt in the darkness of my womb. A womb full of warmth and a world full of the Lord’s Glory, power and strength we can ever imagine.

I know you are strong because I believe the Lord made you so. Even before you were born, many prayers have been showered upon you to Arise and Resurrect to our Lord’s Glory BUT not to man’s. We anticipate your arrival with Faith and Trust that all is in GOOD hands. My Hope is that you will be able to play with your two brothers who adore you so.

I love you my Dearest Jeremiah.

Mummy

2 Nov 2009

No doubt; I Believe

It's almost 5 weeks since the first initial prognosis of Jeremiah. We have met so far with three doctors, the last doctor finalize the prognosis, by using a clinical term to epitomize Jeremiah's illness. He is termed to be in a lethal condition. To put it simply he has a short life span, he will die soon. Though none of doctors said Jeremiah is, or will suffer, as they do not know of it scientifically. I know by the facts of Jeremiah's illness, that it will be miserable for him. - I have no doubt in these doctors' prognosis, however I have a greater trust in the Glory and Power of Our Lord.

We cannot perceive the future, only Our Lord has that power. HIS Will for now I know, it is to pray for Jeremiah and to trust in His Purpose for us. It is not against wisdom to believe in HIS power to grant a miracle to us for His Glory. Even if that is not granted, it is His Purpose we will trust. His answer is not yet given for the miracle we seek. It is written, "There is a time for everything under the Heavens," This is the time for us to pray and fast, to ask for Jeremiah to be a fully, completely and able man close to the Heart of Jesus. Until Our Lord answers us, the season has not changed, it is still a time to ask.

Those who reads Jeremiah's blog - Please join us in prayer for Jeremiah, he is expected to be born in March 2010.